Slow Light, Little Night

Honey why you callin me
soo late?
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
is everything ok?
I gotta whisper cuz i can’t be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes i wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice
saying my name it sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And i never want to say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

It’s funny that your calling me tonight
And yes i dreamt of you too
doesn’t know that your talking to me
will start a fight
no i don’t think she has a clue

It’s really good to hear your voice
saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
And i never want to say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel
And i never want to say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

     这些天一直都没有做什么重要的事情，论文的进展也放缓了。今天硬着头皮去见老板，基本上处于无语状况，真丢人啊！老板人非常地好，完全没有责备的样子，可是越是这样礼贤下士，越是让俺心里难受……老板的新策略？不知道……反正心里闹腾着呢，老责备自己不用功，真是该死啊！

      虽然本职专业没有什么进展，但是也不是一无所获吧。尤成就者，当属本少的通选课。开学的时候不知道脑袋的那个筋短路，选了国际组织研究的课程。嗨，我这个半道儿出家学经济的人，居然又选了国际关系的研究生课程。期末的时候，那叫一个抓虾～～～

     好歹写了一篇国际关系的论文，当然是参详了以前著名的国际关系大牛小强前辈，不过基本上还是自己写地哈，而且居然用上了一些想anarchy这样的牛逼词汇，把那些realism的理论和Nash bargaining的结论集合了一下，然后就抱着试试看的态度把吧论文给提交了。

     若干时许，通选课的教授大人回信曰，这个论文居然ms撑得住场面，要俺修改一下，他想推荐的@#%&#×杂志去。不好意思，实在不懂啊，因为偶第一次写这个领域的论文，想必是教授搞错了，于是敷衍回信，教授再信，吾不复，且佯未知之。心下窃喜，本以为逃之夭夭。谁料，今日晌午，厦门一碧万朗之晴空居然陡然间雨坠如注，偶本非未雨绸缪之辈，故慌不择路避雨之于西门玄关某处，正暗自庆幸未曾落汤，回眸之际居然看见面色慈祥之上教授正笑眯眯的瞄着本少，顿时心悸之声如左，囧死，切无处隐私。教授开门见山：论文，速改之，且送诸吾观。

     sigh，无语。命苦乎。

老中财时代的结束 本来在放大假，突然老爸打了电话来说，魏东死了。无语。 魏振雄太老，魏锋太面，小陈虽然有人大吴晓求的学脉，但是毕竟还上不了台面。也就是说涌金系完了，湘军最后的主力国金证券九芝堂要易帜了。 看惯了江湖上的恩恩怨怨打打杀杀，知道魏家早晚是这个结果。可是总以为他们为人还算谨慎，学识也有，后台也够硬，应该不至于这么快。现在想起来，心里不知道是该悲伤还是该庆幸。 总之，一个时代结束了。 魏东是个人才，他最出名的战.役是在1995年国.债327事.件中，代表中经开出战上海万国证券公司总裁管金生和辽国发的高原和高岭。 这是一场没有悬念的大战。 魏东的父亲魏振雄教授在大战前一天就在财-政-部开会，从会计司打印室里亲自拿了一份本来属于国.家最.高.机.密的关于“保值贴补率”提高到12.98%的红头文件回家给儿子看。 所以，这一战根本就是管金生自找苦吃。 财.政.部，税总，人行对于中财的人来说就是自家的后院，而中财则是他们的高干养老院。大家你中有我，我中有你，尽可以华衫尽去，坦诚相待。海派的管金生就不明白这些道理，才会有此下场。 所以，当辽国发的高岭被劝降后，管的末日就到了。细节可以从下面看到，描述还是挺靠谱的： 中经开在这一战中获利72亿，魏家的跟风盘获利大概2-3亿，中财系人马纠集了江浙财团瓜分了万国证券。中财很多老师腰缠万贯，都是奔驰接送来学校给学生上课，一是为了培养自己的嫡系部队，二是为了能经常听听老大们的教诲。 中经开后来在银广夏事件中赔得精光，魏家却创建了涌金系，控股了国金证券九芝堂，成了朱派方式作庄的最后一支民间力量，人称江湖最后一个大佬。 后来中财系在三.党.相争中损伤惨重，戴.湘.龙被贬天津，金.人.庆暗淡下野，李.金.华明哲保身。现在魏东一死，中财系在证券口就剩个刘宏贺强龙涛还象个人样，也已是残花败柳，不复当年之勇了。 再加上2003年，sars在中财肆虐杀人夺命，连续死了几十员老将。他们留下的空白，没有人可以填补。 老中财的时代结束了。

When we were the sick man of Asia, we were called the yellow peril.
When we are billed to be the next superpower, we are called the threat.
When we closed our doors, you smuggled drugs to open markets.
When we embrace free trade, you blame us for taking away your jobs.
When we were falling apart, you marched in your troops and wanted your fair share.
When we tried to put the broken pieces back together again, Free Tibet you screamed, it was an invasion!
When we tried communism, you hated us for being communist.
When we embrace capitalism, you hate us for being capitalist.
When we have a billion people, you said we were destroying the planet.
When we tried limiting our numbers, you said we abused human rights.
When we were poor, you thought we were dogs.
When we loan you cash, you blame us for your national debts.
When we build our industries, you call us polluters.
When we sell you goods, you blame us for global warming.
When we buy oil, you call it exploitation and genocide.
When you go to war for oil, you call it liberation.
When we were lost in chaos and rampage, you demanded rules of law.
When we uphold law and order against violence, you call it violating human rights.
When we were silent, you said you wanted us to have free speech.
When we are silent no more, you say we are brainwashed xenophobics.